sherfully sher

2008-12-18T15:33:00.002+08:00

So much that i want to crush your image in my brain, in my heart.
So that i would feel much better each time i came across anything related you.
You are so much of an irritating ass, that keep appearing out of sudden and causing me to be stuck at my spot (again).

So you want to do it this way? I would do it too.
Doesn't mean im silly, i will be like this forever..

2008-12-03T18:31:00.001+08:00

is it that you blogged because you want to write it somewhere. or you want me to look at what are your feelings?
Please, you are able to change your wrongs. Just that you don't want to, then accept whatever that comes. It's time for you to do something and not using the word ' don't know'

2008-11-29T23:26:00.002+08:00

If you ever look into your heart, you will find the real answer.
Be it is it good or bad for me.
For that, i want you to be better

Even if i know that nothing is flying back, the love you had for me had died off, i still want you to smile like how i made you do so 6 months ago.
Because i believe hard that the love will not be gone.

2008-08-16T15:27:00.001+08:00

Trying out livejournal! :)

Http://iuh-ihs.livejournal.com

2008-08-15T22:27:00.003+08:00

One paper down. I think i screwed it. Three more to go, bless me!

And monday's paper i only got two more days or rather one and a half! There's still marketing to memorise for tuesday's paper. Notes done, yet to memorise.

My god, Pol-ites fixtures are out. Needa start bucking up! *pats on the shoulder.
I need to learn how to self run and train.

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOVAINE!
and, i'm hungry :(

2008-08-14T11:56:00.003+08:00

Tell me what should i do now?

I'm a happy kid today!

2008-08-12T22:06:00.002+08:00

Another same odd day of waking up early to study. BUT today was much more surprising! :)

I wake up early as usual, studied and sweets msged saying that he will be going to starbucks near his house to study. Then after an hour, my phone rang, sweets phoned, Asking me to come down.
MY GOD, he came without telling me. And i don't even know any about it. (my concentration was on BOOKS)

I smiled like mad. And previously in my nick i still stated that this is the fourth day of torture.
So, we went to compass point's starbucks to study. But end up, it was renovating, tried cafe at library. The environment and food sucks(wasted $15 okay!), so so so back to my house instead.

Not up to 2 hours, my mum asked both of us to accompany to compass point to get dinner. So we did. My god, she went there and SHOPPED. so basically, we followed. and wasted another 2 hrs there. Feel bad wasting time because sweets still have lots to complete! i guess he regretted coming over.

:):)

Gonna pray hard that i could wake up early to meet classmates at 1030am. Had been sleeping at like what time? 1am. if my sleeping timing doesn't go back to normal, friday's paper i will be in deep shit. 9am leh! which means what? 8am must reach there. :(

Back to Mr. Econs!

2008-08-11T22:05:00.003+08:00

Let's talk about my achievements today!
I finished the last chapter for marketing and 3 chaps of econs.
Though the minimum was 5 chaps of econs.
And for tml, finished up econs.
Then, wednesday, meet with classmates to discuss the econs and maketing questions.
Thurs, start on statistics!
If everything is done accordingly, i will be safe from 'not enough time to finish all chaps'.

I pray hard that i would remember all that i studied. Hopefully, i still want my expected GPA!
I can't wait for 21th aug, which means after exams.
Trainings (though it's gonna be intensive), meet ups with friends, play all the time, back to work (which i partly dread) and more.

Then again, if i don't work, i got no income and my days will be super boring.
No money= stay at home. So better start working!

My god, this is the third consecutive day since i ever saw sweets. And this gonna last till next wed or so? or worse. Then again, prioritize! Exams first. Just another week more!

Hopefully, lazybones doesn't act up tml. Needa wake up early to finish the book. And tuition in the evening. :(

Back to dating with Mr. Econs!

2008-08-10T22:40:00.002+08:00

Shar said that i looked AA.

From my window's view

I think i better stop ranting and spend more time on studying. Horrible. It's misunderstanding though.

Har! though finished almost two chaps of marketing today. I don't feel accomplished, thinking about other 3 modules untouch, and that i'm afraid i couldn't remember.
I think some stress thingy just hit me, i couldn't sleep well and kept having weird dreams.

And then again, i lost interest of blogging something much interesting. Har!

Anyway, jovaine, i'm not blaming you luh! :)
It's okay to spend one day out.
See you all sooonnnn.

I need some jog, if not when training resumes , i will be dead. Intensive courtwork, GOD.

okayokay, enough of boring post.

Very disappointed

2008-08-09T23:52:00.005+08:00

I spent my whole afternoon, 1/2 of the day with fattypoohpooh.
I guess i made mum disappointed. Then again, i didn't thought i would take soo long. I missed the whole celebration on TV of National Day. & only got to reached home by 9pm.
Mum doesn't seems to be angry. She just said that she got no energy to scold us already. sigh.

My god, and i didn't study today.
Gonna dig into books tml! hopefully sharon is coming over to study.
Friday will be econs, and i haven't even start yet! had been touching on marketing!
Holy, better be good and study tml!

Where's the encouragement from you? Studies are equally important, but i see myself encouraging you more than you do. I don't ask for time to be spent with you now, i know it's exams. I hate it when you don't make any effort. You sleep whenever you like, you do whatever you like, not putting my feelings into consideration. When you went overseas, you got no idea how much i missed you. One whole day without contacting, you don't even feel anything! That's good huh?
I may not be understanding now by typing this, but if you want to act this way, i won't let you feel good. Wanting me to be understanding? get lost.
OKAY, EXAMS WHAT NOW. no time for you.
MY god, i just ranted. IGNORE*

I miss New Zealand out of sudden.

Mum says she want to get mooncake from Johor, which means i'm able to go there again, to hopefully shop :)
And i tried asking mum to let me go overseas with my friends, but she don't allow. MY GOD, why my brother can! :(

I need to do something more productive, then ranting here...
Let's see. SLEEP? :)

2008-08-09T01:01:00.003+08:00

Warning! Quite a lengthy post i suppose?

After two consecutive intensive days of studying with sweets, we paid off our efforts by watching a movie after studying today. Though my energy died out when the clock ticks 6pm due to the lack of sleep caused by the cockroach's invasion into my room.

'Money Not Enough 2' was fabulous. As recommended by Ngiap and the rest (i couldn't rmb who), it was very touching - at least to me. But also to exclude the last few parts where i teared like mad! just because i thought of my mother in this state, and so on. Nevertheless, the movie was overall great. Me and sweets didn't expect the whole cinema to be full, since it's TIONG BAHRU. Surprisingly, the whole theatre is filled, which we end up at the 3rd row from the front.

I got so much to say, to type. And when i start blogging, i forgot the contents or i simply don't know how to put it to words. In my life, there are so many people i want to thank, to make me a better person, not for myself, but for my parents.
Yes, I brave/dare enough to say to others that i'm proud being my parent's child, cause i made them proud. Not in every ways, but at least i tried to make them feel proud. Be it results, well-being, understanding, filal, etc.
Though it's difficult to express my love for them, as long as i know they love me & i love them, that will be enough.

Train ride back home alone since sweets can't make it, enables me to think from the past to present, who had constantly appearing in my life, making it easier for me.
Of course my family which i don't have to dig out from my mind.
Followed by, sharon, a truthful friend, the one i would never complain spending time with her. I miss her at times even though we had been communicating!

Nonetheless, the guy that i knew since primary school, that constantly take care of me throughout my times. And due to my lifestyle, we drifted apart, and now we are back as a one. Didn't thought we had this very day, that we are both together, sharing our happiness and sorrows together, planning our route and take into consideration of every quarrels we had. Appreciated and thank you for those you gave to me, and i will double it for you.
Just as i reminiscence the very start of us this year, i thought of every moment we spent at the bay, watching people pass by, the flyers right in front of us which is sparked with all sort of colours, the merlion who sprayed out water at our right and of course the fake durian or mosquito's eyes at our left.
As promised, we will be back there after 30 years(I hope), sitting at the same spot, enjoying the scenery. :)
It's not till the white light, but beyond DEATH.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !
poor sher, spending her day at home to S-T-U-D-Y.

2008-08-06T22:05:00.003+08:00

Combined photos.

My god. Brain consuming day.
I thought i could finished 4 or more chaps today. And guess what? i'm only halfway through 3 chaps of marketing. And not to say completely memorising it and applying it. :(
I haven't even do tml's POA tutorial qns. All theory, which means BORING.
And i can't skip tml's effective lesson. It's a must to go. WASTE TIME.
Major exams are just next week, i need time to study.
= This week no play time. :(

Good mummy girl today.
Make an effort to stay at home today. Not to mention helping my mum to do some phone thingy. And of course forced myself to wake up early to study.
Home is partial conducive to study. It's only PARTIAL. cause i tend to lie on my bed, rot for like an hour, use the comp, walk around in my house. And with my mum around, worse.

Sigh, heavy module. I hate it.
I look forward to HOLS! when exams haven't even started.

2008-08-05T14:23:00.002+08:00

Weird. humans are seriously weird.

You looked at other people's testimony of love to their love ones.
Then it creates jealousy and you start wondering, why? why others are much fortunate, being loved by its own partner -How the other party showed his love to her, etc, what the guy do, what the guy felt.
Then again, you looked at what he is giving you now to what others give to their partners. You start comparing, telling yourself, why others can do it, he can't.

Just like a scenario like this: The guy understands that the girl is having a tough week without the girl saying. And showed concern etc to her.
OR
Simply by, understanding her difficulties - be it studies, work, cca or whatever.

Perhaps, you can't compare. What the guys has, perhaps your own guy doesn't have, and what your guy have, the other guy does not have!

This is what i can say: i envy the girl.

I don't ask for more attention. Just need you to understand.
Sometimes, i felt weird. real weird...

OMFG

2008-08-05T00:33:00.002+08:00

I kept thinking that i still got 2 to 2 and a half weeks to exams. And now i look at the calendar, it's like what? next friday econs paper already. GOD BLESS. i haven't touch on it yet. i only touch bits of marketing today.

And there's like still got so many tutorials to attend. WASTE TIME!
Our study week is like only 4 days? horrible.

Rant rant rant, so i can continue to study. GOD. Damn lot to study can.... i need more protein, so to remember everything!

goooodddd........ :( :(:(:(:(::(

Great night

2008-08-03T23:43:00.004+08:00

Spend my sunday night with the same old girls.
Although it's only few hours at the neighbouring kpt, times were spent well.:)
i miss secondary school times now. Where times are still as free, that we can put books aside for some play time!

Gonna meet girls soon. For perhaps, mugging session.
God, i dread school tml already! and there's test tml! :(

but gonna meet sweethearts like sharon, wy, gabs tml for study session.
Study yo! no more playing. :(

Let the photos take the talking.Sharon's kuku face
Iris' turn

Sharon's so called artistic photo

Then i tried!Iris asked me to jump with her. (everytime ask me to do this kind of thing! still got piggyback one somemore)

I like this!

Flowers from Cindy

Tivona wants the center of attraction!

2008-08-03T14:21:00.003+08:00

Coolness. I slept for half a day... But i'm so tempted to go back sleep again!
Let's see my weekends.

Friday, after school met sharon to study awhile. While we are having late lunch at mac, Gabs suddenly pop out of nowhere, so he joined us before he leave for training. Went up to library, study talk, etc. Then swy came, left to eat at macs then to SSDC.
Went with them while waiting for Gabs' training to end. Dinner together with sharon and swy at hougang before homed! That day was a superrrrrr brain consuming day.
Saturday, met sweets at orchard. Eat, buy my slippers, find his slippers' design. Go over to LuckyPlaza get my bro's pants, back to taka find wy and sharon. Then to eat again, then to buy sweets' slippers.
We tried out minds' cafe later on. It wasn't what i expected though. Minus thing about there is that, the noise level is so high that we are screaming to talk to each other. And games wasn't that Fun though. hmmmm. Food was still alright.
Ate at PS and homedddd...

Sunday, i need to seriously start studying! and i suddenly remember that i'm meeting the girls tonight. Which means that i needa start studying right now so that later i would have time!

To live is to play.
To play is to live.
So play hard when you are living!

Pissed

2008-08-01T13:47:00.003+08:00

I seriously can't be bothered.

School to study, finish school, zao and do my stuffs.
Can't be bothered to stay any longer.
Tired of trying to click in.

2008-07-31T22:55:00.002+08:00

Hmmm. My god, ex teammates just phoned me up to ask me buy team bag. Sweettt..
And i just bought my adidas bag, and and and nyp teammates again, going to get a team bag. WHICH MEANS I WILL HAVE 3 bags. Mad.

Anyway, Today school was hell for me. Yes, supposingly don't have to attend one. hmmm. Now, all projects and presentation are down! Wooohoooo. But still, not play time yet. 2 weeks to major exams and i haven't even start studying. =/

Yep, sometimes i feel it difficult to click with classmates. I guess probably i'm always away after school etc that make me so outcast. But i can't do anything about it. I got to work, i got to train. hmmm. I sincerely apologise for not contributing to projects. I'm sick, i hope you guys understand.
anyway, i still miss the last time, us. :)

Sweets had been busy, so am i. I hope this saturday we can meet up!

Too lazy to blogggg...........
GOOD NIGHTS.

Doctor says

2008-07-30T21:08:00.002+08:00

Holy mama, managed to go to the doctor's today after project meeting and 2 hrs of school.

To my surprise, we only waited for awhile before i could get to see the doctor. And now he claims that 1. Given MC for two days (But i refuse to, cause there's presentation tml) 2. Cannot talk unnecessary besides presentation 3. Only can eat soft food like porriage 4. Some infection in my throat that cause my throat to sore 5. I'm having fever when i don't realise 6. Lastly, ask me to TALK LESS?

That's was like -.-, i can't talk. Then wad can i do? hmmmmm....

Gosh, there's presentation tml and i'm on drugs, hopefully my throat doesn't hurt that much and everything would go on smoothly.

Sigh, Exams in two weeks time. MY GOD, i haven't start studying yet!
Anw, i wan fireworks again!

Frustrated

2008-07-29T13:55:00.002+08:00

My throat and headache doesn't seems to be recovering. Training's tml, exams in 2 weeks time.
God bless.

My god, tutorials, lectures are that boring. Save me! i just wan to play and sleep whole day.
I just want to go training and play....
I just want to go out for movies, shopping etc etc.
Fun deprived.

I hope i won't have fever tonight. pleaseeee...